Stimulate Mind Too Much
I have never felt this feeling before so cold,so hard, so much hurt I ache, everything in my body aches I can't be breathing why why am I, I wonder why I am left breathing I hear my father enter the room, I feel him lay down next to tattoo needles. He puts his arm around me, holds me tight, andI feel him lose control. My father the strongest man I have ever known is crying, he's shaking, I can feel him melting. This is unbearable, it can't be real, no this is a horrible dream It can't be real. I lay there listening to this solid rock of a man, melting, shaking, whimpering he too is heart broken and we don't know how to handle this emotion. No one can, it's just not something you can prepare for. ring hello Me Hey I just wanted to tell you that I love you Bubbie Ricco I know Bub, I love you too me I know, but I just wanted to tell you again and make sure you know I love you Bubbie more than anything. Ricco I love you too Bub, I will see you tomorrow. me Yea see you in the morning, have a good night Bubbie, I love you. Ricco Hey your right yea I am. The phone is for premade tattoo needles. For me Yea, its some guy he says its an emergency . I ran to the phone, hello its Dan, you have to go the hospital right away! Ricco is not good, listen you have to get there right now, do you understand Yea I understand . I hung up the phone and Ken who's waiting asks what's up I have to go, I have to go, Ricco, something is up with Ricco, I have to go. I ran out of that house that was deep in the country, it's a blizzard outside. No one should be driving, but I am. I called Ricco's parents house no one answers, this can't be good. I call my mom, I tell her she has to meet me down at the hospital, something is wrong! Something is wrong with Ricco I tell her, please hurry. I drove going about 90 I think, through the snow, white thick blizzard liner tattoo needles. I was a good 45 minutes away from the hospital but I made it in about 20 minutes. I fly into the 1st spot I see and park the car. The whole way there wondering what is going on, what could be happening Why did Dan call me How did he know where I was Worst what is going on with Ricco God what can be going on with Ricco.